I have to tell the truth…of course, if you know me personally, you already know this.
Yea, there it is in black and white.
I’ve been fat for a very long time.
Oh, there were times that I wasn’t really as bad as I am now.
I’ve been privately journaling about this cycle of dieting and eating healthy and weight gain for about 2 years now at Boutcrazy, the very first blog I ever created. God has been leading me to make it a public journal and I have done that. It’s not a pretty picture and there is a lot of photo journaling about what I eat, simply because it’s easier to just take a picture than list it out.
It tells my actual weight!
I’m not saying you have to head right over there to see how I’ve failed over the past two years (of which I’ve gained about 15 pounds!) or to see how much I weigh. I’m just saying that God told me to make this public and I have.
I think it’s to make me accountable. I’m praying it does.